Control.
More of an illusion
than reality.
Striving for control creates struggle.
Relinquishing control invites nothingness.
How to find the balance.
What is helpful?
What is instinctual?
At what point does action reject a tendency or inclination?
Answers lead to more questions.
More to think through.
Which is taking up
even more of my already limited time.
One step at a time.
Sometimes it's just one minute at a time.
Success of sorts tonight.
Seeking control.
Creating struggle.
But winning.
One small victory
in a never ending battle
but a victory never the less.
Striving to repeat the positive action
to create the positive habit.
Getting there.
Slowly.
Maybe.
One step at a time.
"Our lives are ruled
ReplyDeleteby the clock
and the line."
But only if
we allow
that.
We can have
other options
in our lives,
if
we really
want
them.
How much
are we
prepared to
risk?