When my world keeps falling apart,
Why do I keep picking up the pieces?
My life is a direct result
Of my choices.
This is something
I firmly believe.
But everything is 20/20 vision
In hindsight.
My mistakes were made
With the best intentions.
Because I believe
In others.
Because I believe
In loyalty.
But I am betrayed
Again and again.
I keep making the same choices
The same mistakes.
I keep believing
In the people I love
But I keep being shown
That all this leads to
Is me being hurt
And them not caring.
I don't know
If I can stop caring
And I don't want to find out.
I want to care.
I just need people in my life
Worth caring for.
Yes, we are the results of our choices, and the choices of others and how we respond to them.
ReplyDeleteBut surely your beliefs are right: believing in other, in loyalty, in caring.
Blessings and Bear hugs in the aches!
OUCH! That is really sad! I wish I could do something useful, besides hold your paw . . . er, um, hand.
ReplyDeleteBlessings and Bear hugs!