Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Up To Them

Things have changed. There was no prophecy for reconciliation. Stupid to think it would ever happen. Again I am insulted and again I am lectured. I have drawn a line in the sand and will continue to remain steadfast in the respect I have for myself. I am sorry that those I love are hurting but I am more sorry that those I love don't express love when I am hurting. I only speak my truth. How they feel about that is up to them.

6 comments:

Michelle said...

Wish I had said that....

Lisa said...

oh god, is this about me? have i done something? i seem to be doing something to everyone else.............have i let you down ?

Wendy said...

No, no, no. This is a family matter. It's ok, Lisa ♥

Lisa said...

okay then, thank you xxx I was so scared there then x

Rob-bear said...

Bear cries big tears. For all of you.

Wendy said...

Tnx, Rob-bear. I am at the stage now where I am resolving that all of my tears are shed and it is just time to move on. At the same time I am revelling in my intrinsic compassion, sensitivity and enormous love that I am almost glad that I do not have ability to control these things within myself. Again I am sure it is a matter of expectations and of transposing my standards on others instead of allowing myself to be open to the ways other people express themselves and being grateful for wherever I fit into that. So, maybe no more tears, maybe a river full, whatever is all a reflection of the size of my heart and my willingness to let other people into it.

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