Que Sera Sera

The strange energy of last week seemed to come back again today. I had about 7 hours sleep before the alarm went off but I still snoozed it because I felt so tired. The smiley monster came in five minutes later, with books, and jumped on me until I dragged myself out of bed some half hour later.

Once the widdies were all at their respective locations, I came home and watched the Wedding Crashers and tried to sleep but even though I was really tired I couldn't sleep.

After the movie finished I dozed for about half an hour. I had an appointment with a recruitment agency at 2pm so I set an alarm for 12.30pm to give me plenty of time but I woke at 12pm and couldn't sleep again. I actually felt like exercising so I put my sneakers on and came upstairs to get a hair tie but got distracted by the computer doing typing tests in preparation for the recruitment agency and before I knew it it was 12.30pm and time for a shower.

I had a bit of trouble deciding what to wear and I guess I didn't feel really confident. The smiley monster had to come home due to a rash so The Starchild took him to the chemist who said it just looked like a heat rash. I ended up rushing for the interview but I did manifest a parking spot just outside :-)

The ppl were very nice but I didn't come across as I wanted to. I felt pretty bad by the end even though I hadn't said anything bad and one of the directors was brought in to meet me. There was a huge storm on the way home and I wonder if I'm not just too linked to the weather or something. I do want to get in touch with other recruitment agencies though, so that is a good thing, and I know I will learn from the experience. I was just so in my element running everything in my last job and it is really deflating to be where I am now so I will just need to take myself back to how I felt at my peak of confidence and wear that feeling in future situations. I still believe that what ever will be will be - I've even been singing que sera sera!

The Adventures of Hippolina

Doing well with the manifesting. Started Xmas shopping yesterday (some money given by the outlaws to buy things on their behalf - I love spending money and I don't really mind too much whose it is) and made a good start. Manifested a great parking spots at all three places. Bought some more fish: four glass blood fin tetras and two rainbow sharks.

Call from Blister in the San last night.

The impossible princess left Hippolina at dancing last night so I had to drive out to Raymond Terrace to get her. I was extremely happy that I only had to wait a short time before someone arrived and that Hippolina was there, a little scared but otherwise ok. Muriel and Spinderella are much relieved.

Lunch with the soulful one today. Was going to give blood afterward however The Starchild got an extra job on for the arvo so I will need to reschedule so I can be back to pick the widdies up from school and take them to swimming lessons.

Interview with a recruitment agency tomorrow.

Dinner and gardening with the tea lady on Friday.

Have gathered stuff for tax and sent email to arrange - yippie!

I love The Starchild so much and enjoy it when we can work out together so I can have a super-fit, trim and healthy body :-)

Happiness Is Prevalent In My Life

I watched The Secret again today - or, that is to say that I watched the first part again and the last part for the first time. I am accepting that with my thoughts I create my reality and I am consciously acknowledging examples of this as often as possible. I am also actively manifesting things into my reality. I am a happy person and I love my life. I enjoy earning a six-figure income and having shit-loads of cash in my bank account. I have a loving, healthy, happy, adoring family and my income greatly exceeds my expenses.

Back on Track

It's just another manic Monday and I've got Friday on my mind.

Since starting blogging I haven't spent so much time on Facebook. Lucky lil green patch is just virtual otherwise all of my lovely plants would be dead.

The mama bear is in Bangkok. Have just had second email from here since she arrived :-)

The Blister in the San is going to ring me.

Have been playing my guitar for about an hour this morning. I'm still crap at it and now have sore fingers. Was very enjoyable though.

Had a great weekend. Truck is now fixed (touch wood) and The Starchild has a new tough sticker. Lovely dinner out with the tea lady and her family on Saturday night. The kids had a ball and the tea lady and I had lots of drinkies. The menfolk were tired but supportive, which was good. I felt so much better after having some fun. Planning on going back so The Starchild can help with some more yard work on Friday with a BBQ also on the cards.

The Starchild and I are going away for a kid-free night on Saturday, which I am sooooooo looking forward to.

The weird energy that had messed me up so badly last week seems to have dissipated. It was very strange and I'm glad it has gone. I wish I understood it more so I can handle it better next time (as there is sure to be) but for now I will just get on with life and keep being the happy little soul i am.

Started the day with a workout, which was fantastic and inspiring. Only did three sessions last week, not the planned four, and didn't have even one perfect day as far as diet. Sometimes i guess i just *need* chocolate. Not much else planned today but will aim to at least have dinner on the table and the widdy kinks all sorted before class. I don't want to feel like i have to earn my pass out but I know how buggered The Starchild is already so would like to make it as easy as possible for him.