My mind at the minute
is a mass
of whirling experiences
competing for relevance
in a world where relevance
is my whole existance.
Sensation overload
feeling everything
and being okay
with much more
of what I am feeling
at the minute
than those same exposures
would cause
just a few short months ago.
One thing
leads to another
and timeframes
overlap in all of this.
Seeing things
in a non-linear way
and truly seeing a glimpse
of the bigger picture
enough to know
that I do not need to know
and that I only need to live
right here
right now.
So much to do
and still not enough energy
or motivation
but
at
least
not
complete
dibilitation
so
counting
my
blessings
on
that
front
at
least.
Feeling
so much
acceptance
for the experiences
of others
and the
validity
of their
responses -
that is what
is bringing me to tears
these days.
Still a great longing
for things of the past
but now coupled with
a pulling
that is getting stronger and stronger
towards the future
and complete and utter gratitude
for those who have travelled with me
in the past
in the present
and who will be with me
in the future.
Thank you, all,
you are all so valuable to the world
in your existence
in my existence
and in the existence of others
and I am so amazed
at the way the world works
to create a perfect synchronicity
in all that is.
My prayer tonight
is that all who are seeking
will find
at least one piece
of their own puzzle
as well as
at least one piece
of someone else's puzzle
that they can have the honour
of passing on.
