Thursday, August 15, 2013

Caring for

When my world keeps falling apart,
Why do I keep picking up the pieces?

My life is a direct result
Of my choices.

This is something
I firmly believe.

But everything is 20/20 vision
In hindsight.

My mistakes were made
With the best intentions.

Because I believe
In others.

Because I believe
In loyalty.

But I am betrayed
Again and again.

I keep making the same choices
The same mistakes.

I keep believing
In the people I love
But I keep being shown
That all this leads to
Is me being hurt
And them not caring.

I don't know
If I can stop caring
And I don't want to find out.

I want to care.

I just need people in my life
Worth caring for.


Rob-bear said...

Yes, we are the results of our choices, and the choices of others and how we respond to them.

But surely your beliefs are right: believing in other, in loyalty, in caring.

Blessings and Bear hugs in the aches!

Rob-bear said...

OUCH! That is really sad! I wish I could do something useful, besides hold your paw . . . er, um, hand.

Blessings and Bear hugs!