Monday, December 13, 2010

The Case

Feeling like
I have admitted
and accepted

Knowing that
the choice is no long mine
no longer in my power
and that
handing this over
have been my failing
and entirely my doing
because I couldn't do enough.

Fearful that
things will get better
at the same time as
being fearful that
things will get better
and that the only way
that this can ever happen
is totally beyond my ability.

Wishing that
all I am
would be enough
but feeling that
this will never be the case.

1 comment:

Lisa said...

Not defeat, instead you have chosen to keep living and the universe will send the energy to support you with that.